asperatus cloud x
IT’S LIKE WATCHING THE WAVES ABOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF THE OCEAN
I'm Izzy/Isaac. I'm a genderfluid pansexual teenager that has a partner. I am vegan and a super feminist. I'm an INFP, so feel free to talk to me about anything AT ALL. I prefer he/she pronouns, depending on whether or not I'm Isaac feeling. If you're not sure, ask(it really doesn't offend me at all) or use them/they. Stay strong, cuties :)
I didn’t go to school today
I got zero people asking me where I was
I hate this place that I call home
I hate that I’m never fully alone
I hate that I cannot decide
Whether to keep on
You’re never gonna love me, so what’s the use?
What’s the point in playing a game you’re gonna lose?
What’s the point in saying you love me like a friend?
What’s the point in saying it’s never gonna end?
You’re too proud to say that you’ve made a mistake
You’re a coward to the end
I don’t wanna admit that we’re not gonna fit
No, I’m not the type that you like
Why don’t we just pretend?
Lies, I don’t wanna know
I can’t let you go
I just want it to be perfect
To believe it’s all been worth the fight
I’ve already forgiven you
And I don’t know how I feel about that
It’s no big surprise you turned out this way
When they closed their eyes and prayed you would change
And they cut your hair and sent you away
You stopped by my house the night you escaped
With tears in my eyes I begged you to stay
You said “hey man I love you but no fucking way”
Make sure to kiss your knuckles before you punch me in the face :)
I can’t stop crying I just can’t
This is too fucking much
Especially this week
Why the fuck didn’t I just say no
I fucking hate myself
I’m actually a terrible person